I just..I almost don't know what to say... This guy...comes back into my life after carelessly breaking my heart THREE TIMES in the span of SIX MONTHS...and he comes waltzin' up tryin' to holla at me for a 4th time! FOR REAL??? Like, are you serious?? No..no...explaination, no groveling, no sensitivity, no remorse shown for how you hurt me, how you abandoned me, deserted me, left me, turned from me, and you just start blowin' up my phone late at night tellin' me to come over, tellin' me you "love" me and miss me?? Like...seriously?? What, Austin fulfilled your sex drive so you come walking back up to my door wanting something real? Oh, and once you get 'starved' enough you gon' kick me right back to the curb to go get you some then, what, I suppose you'll come knockin' on my door for a 5th round! Damn, boy, see this is classic and the good thing is that at the very least you aren't blind enough to know what a GOOD THING is and what a real woman's love is. Obviously Austin ran out of place to hold you so you were forced to come back home, so you may as well hit up 'that girl' to keep you entertained. Oh, yea, I'm "that girl", that girl who did you right and with respect and patience and showed unfailing commitment to the promise I made to my GOD way before your sad self came along, a character of strong moral value, a woman who knows what it means to be a servant, a best friend, a wife, who knows how to hang, yea - THAT girl. That was me. And you completely demolished the bridge that lead to me three months ago at 4 in the morning.
Now, boss I ain't sayin' I don't want you, and I ain't sayin' I don't still feel for you, but guy, go on and start gatherin' that wood, the strong kind, 'cause there ain't no way in this life or the next that you will EVER reach me by means of the last bridge which has been DESTROYED. And by this I simply mean the bridge that will reach me will be built by the hands of a different man 'cause the old you has been rejected.
- Desiree' Magee
No comments:
Post a Comment