Some might have asked "Where was she tonight?" Well, she was at the park of course! and she comes bearing more deep thoughts to share...
Where to start... Well, first I began my visit with the usual thoughts of my love. I think often on him and I mean often as in about 80% of my thoughts are on him alone. I try not to Jesusify him and his appearence as the coming of some messiah, but in this world and with my heart it is very challenging; I do look ever forward to meeting him! I often listen to songs and imagine it's his voice speaking to me. The most listened to songs like this are "All or Nothing" by Theory of a Deadman followed by Michael Buble''s "Haven't Met You Yet", Rob Schneiders' "40 Dogs", and The Four Seasons' "Save it for Me." It's a comfort to hear what he might say to me now or later and it makes me feel closer to him...wherever he is...
On human terms and speaking on a spiritual level I believe I am a force to be reackoned with. I believe God made two kinds of people: Spiritually weak and Spiritually strong although this is a very broad statement. Some can be spiritually strong while remaining apart from God while some of those willingly under God's authority remain spiritually weak. Perhaps a better use of words would be: Those who are Followers and those who are Leaders. I believe I am a leader and have been for quite some time. And I feel when a leader also possess that which makes them Spiritually strong they can be seen as even greater a soul - on a mere human level. I'm not at all stating I am - better - than anyone. I'm simply saying that God made me strong and He made me this way for a reason. He designed me as a strong, independent, wise, spiritual, and passionate leader and although I don't understand exactly what for yet I do believe He made me for a great purpose - as He made everyone, apparently, but their purpose is not my concern: I am currently focused on reaching and speaking about my own designated goal. With this I can only believe that He has made some where out there a man with the means to at least equal mine or lead further in his own strength and leadership. I say this in not just a spiritual level, but in a wordly level as well. It will take a strong and independant man to lead me and truely satisfy me as a student, as a woman. Thus far I've yet to meet a man like that. I thought I met him, but his weaknesses cut him down in my eyes not to mention he cut me (the strength in the relationship) out of his own life. Psychology is crazy... Anyway. This is really all in reference to a previous blog of mine which states simply that not just any guy is gonna do, even if he is a 'Christian.' I believe the Lord designated me to do something great. It may not stand out in history or anything like that and possibly may not extend pass the borders of my town. But I was designed for something great for Him and I am believing more and more that the man God has for me - joined with me we will be a great spiritual team and no less. We'll be like the cop partners, he'll kick in the door with his gun drawn and I'll be right behind him watchin' his back with my gun drawn, watchin' everything in sight. We'll come to destroy demons! I don't know...I feel Spirit moving in me and I can't believe anymore that the man I'm to be with will need my leadership and teaching like others from my past did due to their spiritual weakness. Plus it's just tiring, teaching a student who is too stubborn to learn or simply think they understand more than you.
My friend was telling me how he told his friend at work about what I exposed him to about the music industry and all it's occult reference in various artists such as Lady Gaga. His friend said basically that she found it hard to believe that the Illuminati would choose Lady Gaga as their leader. LOL! See, that's just the thing my friend doesn't seem to grasp. Their leader??? I beg greatly to differ! She's just a mere cheerleader! A insignificant pawn in the greater scheme and especially below those who are truely in leadership of the evil occult. I wish my friend wouldn't be so narrow minded, but although intelligent on a level of sorts he often opporates on a more shallow and cosmetic level than I seem to which is simply to say that he misunderstands much of what is truely beneath the paint, often seeing only the paint. My other friend is similar, but she seems to grasp a greater understanding of it than he does. Granted I am no scholar in the New World Order, it's happenings, it's leaders, or it's inner workings, but I am not at all so naive to think that Lady Gaga, Rhianna, and Beyonce' are not the very least or our concerns in this.
Really we shouldn't be concerned at all. To be made aware is one thing, but to assume you can over-come it is another. There is only One who is deemed not only Worthy, but powerful enough to defeat the very minor figures that want to bully us. When you put absolute faith in Jesus Christ Who is God and all He has said all along and has proved in the past to worry about or concern yourself with those who are so much less of you because of He who is in you is foolish. There is only one goal we believers are comissioned for and that is to spread the Word of the Gospel of Christ to win souls over to Him so that they may also enter into His presence and paradise when the world and all who love it deal their cards to perish with he who is in the world. And that's it. We are not suppose to 'make things better' in this world, we are not called to 'heal the world' nor to indefinately fend off those who wish harm against us. Rather we are to embrace the fact that this current world was never intended to be our home; we do not belong here. We are to care for one another. We are to strengthen one another. We are, yes to protect one another, but there are certain battles which are too great for us - thus the battle belongs to the LORD! To He alone who can conquer both the day and the night. Anyone preaching to take this world as our own from those who wish us demolished is not in the Lord's command. This world will not get better. It's not. Quit dreaming. The Bible says to the contrary that destruction IS coming, the enemy WILL rule for a time, and innocent 'blind' people WILL perish. There is nothing you can do to stop what the Lord God of all has Himself confirmed will happen.
Your mission, Christian is simple: Spread the Gospel of Christ Jesus. Get the Word out of His sacrifice and it's purpose. Tell those who are lost of the Good News, because horrid death is coming for those who won't have heard it. Nothing else should have greater meaning in your life.
- Desiree` Magee
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